I don't love you anymore.

Do I even mean it?
I'm beginning to have real problems actually knowing what I feel about situations. I wouldn't say I was numb at all, it's like my soul has been ripped from my body and I cant love or feel it.
If you could see inside my head right now.
There is only one person in the world who knows about the scariest part of it. It's something I could never ever admit..

But fuck it right? Shouldn't be like this.
This wasn't the way it was supposed to happen!