The Beauty of innocene

For the next couple of minutes while you read and think about this, put yourself in the mind of a ten year old. Try to forget cuss words, try to forget the perverted thoughts, try to forget all the bad things and all the pain that you have had to face. Now, when you are there, how do you feel? I think this is unfair. As we get older we learn more and the more we learn the more we learn to hate. I thought getting older and growing up was supposed to be the best thing for you. Personally, i think being ten forever would be great. If someone told you they loved you it would be just that, you wouldn't have to think they were trying to dupe you into something. If someone wanted to be your friend it would just be that way. I can't tell you how hard it is for me to make friends, when i was ten i was better at it. Now aday if you try to make friends with a guy, he thinks you are weird. If you try to make friends with a girl, you are hitting on her. There have been a couple times in the past 2 days that i can think of when i wanted to tell a girl she had on a nice shirt, or she had great eyes, or a nice smile, but anytime you take that step you are hitting on them or coming on to them. When you were ten, that was never an issue. Everything was what it was and nothing more. Pain only lasted until the blood was gone or until you found something new to fill your time. Sleep overs were a must and always a good time. You didn't have bills, or jobs, you didn't have to deal with the day to day troubles of adulthood. Being ten was great.I coach a ten year old boys soccer team. I am a good soccer player, but by no means am i the best around. So i'm just juggling a bit, doing the few tricks i know at practice and these 10 year old are totally amazed at what i can do. To me its just simple, to me seeing it isn't anything special, but at ten these kids were stoked, in awe, of what i was doing. At ten you haven't been tainted by tricks and camera angles or lighting, everything is still real and everything can still be amazing. I miss being ten, its like that....or something like that...


I did not write this so i wont take credit I just think its true!
Tabby xxxx