Ch-Ch-Ch-Checkin it out... :|

I feel like i'm in limbo half the time.
I havn't been on the grenwhich for nearly a month. This is the best I have done. No improvement whatsoever with anziety or my clumbsiness and speech shat. But all in time.
I did write a post that was sposed to be before I came back on holiday but I didn't make it to the loo in time. In other words, the internet wasn't on when I wrote it...


Final night before holiday:Had a really good night without Jess lastnight.The reason she woudn't come out before I go on holiday is because she was going to go to Scott's B+B blaitently to have sex with him. I'm glad our friendship means so much to her. Anyways, I went to the pub by myself, met up with loadsa people Da, Freya, Craig, Mark etc the usuals. Then my uncle came along with his mates which was really good coz theyre all sound. (My uncles not like 30 or anythign hes young lol) So I went to gaybar with them. I got in and didn't see many people that I knew which was annoying. Anyways when I got out I saw Chez, Craig and these randoms, we spoke for a while n then Chez made sure there was a taxi available for me home lol. The taxi home went so quick. I was sooo drunk. I can get served in the benhooligan so I wonder if I wasn't actually just going up all the time. Too many people bought me drinks. I thought I was going to be sick when I got into bed. But I wasn't :O)

Well my arse hurts like ive been hit with a metal pole.
I actually went horse riding for ages this morning and I tried to sit on the back on a bench in Bude this evening and I screamed from the pain.
Ow it hurts so much. It'll fade though.
MNy eyes are signalling that its time to go to bed. And therefore I will. In a minute.
So for now, BYYYYYYEEE BYEEEEE MORONSx xxx x