Two thousand and sexy.

Pretty upset. Scott was being quite out of order to me earlier on saying things I didn't want to hear.
Oh well. I wont let it get to me. Well, I'll try. I'm on holiday in 2 days. Can't wait to be out of Bude for a week. I hope my clothes and books from ebay arrive before I go. I'll just have some time to reflect. I want to (but I proabbly wont) quit college and work at the nursing home. I would like to. But I don't know if they need anyone. Quitting Morrisons would be ideal. I could save up money and hopefully after a couple of years I would have enough to set myself up with a flat and a decentish car.
I've been looking at places in Plymouth and Exeter. Thats where I might want to live. Go to college there a couple days a week and work in a nursing home. Hopefully after a few years there I might be able to move on to what I want to do. Climbing up the ladder.
10 days without grenwhich. Thats probably more than i've ever done before. And I feel even more determined now. I'm just waiting for the month to come. Then i'll be happy!
Scott's a wanker. He owes Jess nearly £100. I told him he can't borrow anymore money off me til he pays me back the £15 he borrowed off me. Jess is too soft. She wont get it all back thats a garuntee. She can't say no to him. Shes paid for his new hoodie and his new trainers. He walks all over her and she cant see it becasue she thinks shes in love with him.

I just leave her to it. I've tried telling her but shes stubborn. She cant help it.

When I was pissed I managed to tell her all of the things that pissed me off about her, I said the repeating things, but the others are a bit too harsh to say. She said she hates it when I'm too impatient. Which is a lot of the time...I can't help it though. I think that she wont say the rest coz there probably too harsh too lol. Wed probably end up falling out over it, but I htink if anyone told there best mate what they truely hated about them they wouldnt be best mates. You just have to accept it because nobodys perfect.

Well I guess i'm off now. Guten Nacht xx