And no matter how much too much is never enough.

Me and Jess probably aren't friends now.
Bitch.
I've left the ball in her court, we left on good terms so now it's up to her to ring me or text me. There's no way i'm going to ring/text her. If she doesn't then she's not worth bothering about as she obviously doesn't care if we don't see eachother and doesn't value our friendship.
It's been about 5 days now and she hasn't bothered. Hmmm...I wonder if she likes being a loner, because that's whatr she'll be. She does nothing without me, she doesn't go out unless it's to her nans or her cousins house. She won't go up to Harrys without me, she won't see Pat without me, she wont go see anyone without me.
She'll get bored eventually.
But at least she can sleep on her sofa as much as she fucking likes to now.
Ha.
Saw my psychiatrist today, it's well weird talking to him. Sometimes theres like gaps of 10 seconds when nothings said :
It's awkward.
I don't know where to look most of the time. But I make him laugh...
Anyways, mum took me out driving again last night, and my nan can partially see again!!! :D
I'm nice and burnt, but I have stupidly annoying strap marks because I was wearing a top with a weird back and wide straps.
Ah well.
I'm gettin better at driving now, I love using the indicators :P
Handed my mum £180 yesterday, and will have to giver her a further £120 today, which will leave me with £25 lol. I'm not bothered though because it's for my car.
Have no idea what I will do today, wanted to go outside and bathe but today really isn't that nice. Too many clouds and wind. :(
Might buy some grenwhich. Thats a possibility, but I don't really enjoy smoking it anymore, it gives me a headache behind my eye. But when I don't get the headache it's great.
Well. Thats all for now.
Apart from I really like the name Courtney Morgan.
Tab x