I want to moan for a while so bare with me.

Selfish people really do my head in.
I've noticed it a lot recently. Or maybe it's just me thinking too much.
I've done fuck loads for Jess, I go out of my way for her sometimes and she just throws it back in my face, I really really would enjoy beating the shit out of her.
She needs somebody to sort her out. Not physically, but just so she doesn't have to be so selfish all the time. She only thinks about herself, fair enough, you are allowed to, but the extent she goes to, really does make me wonder why i'm even her friend. I mean, it's gotta mean something me constantly moaning about it, and i'm not just making it up either. I doubt any body knows her like I do because she's so held back, and thats why everyone loves her. But if you were to know her like me, you wouldn't be able to stand her.
Her moany annoying voice, her posing in mirrors for hours, her sleeping for the whole day, her never paying for anything, her being paranoid about what people think about her, her trying to be perfect all the time, her trying to make out that shes better than me, her always being in shitty moods all the time, her repeating herself all the time about 1 thing, her going on, her not even wanting to play darts because matt and scott were there and she thought she wouldve looked stupid playing. Bad jess, we got them just to look at them mate, so Scott, Matt and I had a game and left Jess sitting on the table with her fags looking like a smacked arse with makeup on.
This whole week, I have spent around about 12 hours of the normal 100 I probably would have with her.
And it feels fucking great without a sheep.
I know I don't hate her, I do want to still be her mate, but i'm just glad i'm moving away from her so we don't have to see eachother all the time. Can't wait!

On that note, im walking into town to meet Jess. S who I actually enjoy spending time with.

Tab the moany moaner. xxx