Today's Been Shit.

Today has been by far a crappy day. I tried to put my earrings in but because I shared Jess.Knights I now think i've got an infecrtion, I tried putting another pair in today thinking 3 days would be good enougha dn they hurt so much I nearly cried. Well I did cry, I cried over a pathetic life.
Bad shamone mate.
Anyway, highlights of the week:
I had a really good conversation with Tristan today, he's the only guy in my course, he's gay, he's great. He gave me half his Twirl, a cadburys taster, saves on a fag and a hug, and we'd only really spoke properly on that day. He said i'd brightened his day up as he had had a really tough day, he was shaking and nearly crying bless.
When I went to Lampard School (For children with moderate learning difficulties)(I go there every Tuesday with College and Friday is Pathfields.) I had a partner called Jack. (Strange because my partner from Pathfields whos downs is also called Jack :D) Well anywa, we had to get them to sing and do actions, Jack has been known for not joining in, so I persuaded him and really worked with him so he would stand up with the rest of us and sing and do the actions. At the end of the afternoon I had him singing in a microphone, I got a Student of the Week sticker :D ah bad lol.

Well yeah, changing the subject slighty, I really need to get a real guy who I can actually talk to and get on with and like. It pisses me off, all my relationships are shit, and if theyre not they turn shit and we split up, or i'm just used. Fuck fuckety fuck fuck fuck.
I really need a wee but i wanna finish this first, so im maically typing.
Gah, im going to explode. Today consisted of me hanging out with Pat and Darren and Keify Weify etc down the park, quite bad. I wish I could do somewthing interesting, met new friends that live near me. Right thats it im off! IM pissing :D

tabby xxxx