Suddenly I'm nearly 30.

So it's been a weird couple of years, I've been married nearly 2 now, my children are 3 & 4 years old. They are the absolute light of my life.
On a personal level, something is deeply missing in my life.
I can't shake the feeling off.
I wonder if I'll remember my blog again, it's getting longer between my posts. I wonder what will have happened if I do, and what I will write.
I hope this void is filled and I can be content.