Up in my lonely room, when i'm dreaming of you.

I'm so lucky to find someone like Jake.
Everythings going so well.
Stayed round his last night and we showered together in the morning :) Havn't actually showered with anyone before. Ha, it was great. Got my massage. Got my xmas presents and I got his. I really miss him. Loads and loads.
1 and a half years of waiting, definately worth it. Worth moaning and feeling crap. My dad also likes him which is good. I want today to happen over again and again.
Waking up to him was so perfect.
Never been so happy with someone so much before.
Finally things are working out.
I have a job, doing an NVQ2, have a perfect boyfriend, have a perfect cat, and have a car which I can nearly drive.
But I havnt been out in 2 weeks. I don't really care.
I don't miss it...that much. Will go out tomorrow though.
Hmmm. Times like these you don't like to be so happy coz your garunteed to get a slap in the face sooner or later bringin you back to where you were! And I don't want that!
Happy happy happy.
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